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A Little Piece Of Heaven - Avenged Sevenfold
Sunday- Cried to sleep. Horrible.
Monday- Hari Raya outing with colleagues. Went out with Shila afterwards. Watched Nights in Rodanthe. Cried. Again.
Now- Calming myself down. Letting all out. Getting a grip of myself afterwards.
Why am i doing this to myself? Somebody slap me.
Thanks to my beloved friend YUS, we binged. Well sort of. We just had to eat some good food.. So we ate at Swensens! Haha. Pics will be up later.. I ate the fish in a jacket. Super nice! ;) Thanks for dating me while my bf is away (honey don't be jealous ok, at least I'm not dating boys...unless...the boy is you ;p )
Thanks for taking me shopping -finally i got myself 2 nice shirts for work ;)
Soon must meet up with the rest of my beloved friends - Mel, Mar, Ken, etc
Okay. Need to get back to work...
Catch you later! ;D
Today is exercise day at work. Haha. So i jogged for awhile then walked over with my colleague to the nearest ATM..she needs to withdraw some $$ ka-ching $$
Anyway, today my desk became messy. Well, messier than other days. These few days there's suddenly more work to do. Well, i suppose since it's nearing the end of the year, the pile gets higher with many other things to settle. Finally, after work today managed to buy my hair clips and moisturizers... I keep forgetting. I think too much. I feel there's a need to keep a to do list :)
In order to make this day a little more happier for me...i got myself prata egg and cheese. My hubby should know why. :D That is pretty much one of the most memorable thing ever. Bought the prata at the shop downstairs because mum didn't cook cos she went JB and because it reminds me of us. ;) No, i didn't buy teh katai cos i didn't feel like drinking it. It only tastes best when we drink it together ;)
Baby, if you're reading this, I know you can't call or sms me so frequently. I know it's tough on us. I'm still surviving- cos whenever i feel i did something bad, I'll always think of how you persuade me not to or advise me or nag at me because i did it. hehe. Anyway, I've been thinking positively. I'm pretty okay.. Just that it feels so weird without you here. I always remind myself that it'll be November soon and by the time i know it, you'll be back. I have some nice friends and colleagues who'd cheer me up. I hope you're doing fine there. Don't worry so much. Don't miss me so much ;p (Yes I know I miss you so much too. Heh.)
I WILL DEFINITELY MEET YOU WHEN YOU'RE HOME~
Till then, I'm still here- waiting and loving and missing you more every single day.
On another note- I wonder why SOME adults are just too confusing and naive. Sigh.
- I wake up everyday to be happy. I do not tolerate grumpy people UNLESS it's that time of the month or someone really pissed you off. You can always share your problems with the people who love you and care for you. Don't keep saying that they won't understand. HOW ARE WE SUPPOSE TO UNDERSTAND IF YOU DON'T SAY A WORD?!?!?!?!
Don't always put yourself first. Others should also stand a chance.
If you think i have been pretending to be nice, i feel sorry for you.
If you think I'm not sincere, it's alright with me.
Anyway, enough of me blabbering and being partially grumpy...
Time to be HAPPY :D
[cos it's time for bed and tomorrow will be another beautiful, adventure-filled, learn new things day. :)
Haha. Like what my manager always say, you learn something new everyday ;)
GOODNIGHT!
(i wish my sister can stop kicking me while she sleeps...)
Finally i begin to feel sleepy.
The day's exhaustion dawning on me..
I just heard some idiot scream under the block.
Suddenly i come to think of alot of things before i sleep..
I went blog hopping. Came across very interesting blogs :)
Goodnight to everyone-
With peaceful sleep, comes peaceful dreams.
HAHA. YES. After work still can go out.. Went to my aunts place at Eunos then to a family friend's house..
Anyway..at my mum's family friend's house..(i called her nenek(grandmother) cos she was of old age)
NENEK!
Nenek: Wah..ni anak siapa ni? (wah..whose child is this?)
Mum: Ni anak kita lah.. (this is my child lah..)
Nenek: Eh? Dah besar eh? Lawar eh..Umur brapa? (Eh? So big already? Pretty eh..how old?)
Me: *big grin* hehehhe..17 only..
Nenek: Lawar lah. Macam bapak dia..putih eh..(Pretty lah..like the father..fair eh..)
Me: heheheheh
Nenek: Ni hantaran kena $20 ,000 ni.. (this one marriage dowry must be $20,000)
Me: .... :D (*i hope so*)
Mum: HAHAHAHAHA. I HOPE SO!
Nenek: ;D
How hubby? $20,000? hehehehe. ;p (Btw, I MISS YOUUUUUUUUU LIKE CRAZY)
KR is still alive and breathing!
I know you'll be home. Soon. I'm still here. Waiting.
I love you ;)
This week is sooo totally hectic..suddenly there's a rise in my workload and the phone calls at work. It's like, after i hang up there's immediately another call. Anyway, set work aside.
Last week was Hari Raya Week!~
Saturday reunion with the peeps-
Faz, Nisa, Dewi, Diyana
Some goofy action
Chicks of the day ;)
Hunks of the day ;)
Sunday was another hari raya day with mum,aunt,sis and cousins..
So enough with raya for now.. Monday comes and so after work was time with friends at Vivo Secret Recipe ;)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELMI DEAREST!
BIRTHDAY BOY :D
Okay..for all the other pics please get from me on MSN ;)
So on Thursday i got a haircut and highlights...I thought the haircut wasn't so significant..until i tied my hair and found out my ponytail is half of what it was. Haha. So the hairdresser was recommending copper highlights..and i was like "Errr..ermm...." So she showed me violet..and i sort of liked it.. But after she highlighted my hair.......... I loved the highlights.. though it wasn't violet, nor copper (the hairdresser insisted that it was violet) To me, it was red. Yes, RED. Oh, i don't care, I still love it! ;D
Tonight is HUMID. The fan is on number 2 and I'm still sweating..SHEESH!
GOODBYE AND GOODNIGHT!
"If i were a boy
I think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl,
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed." -
Don't worry, i'm fine. Living. Breathing..
Just busy with work...perhaps too caught up?..
Anyway, i will fill this space up with the pictures and all sometime this week?
Till then-
Since i was to sleepy the other day..i shall continue..
hmm..let see. OH. on Thursday..
OM(operationsmanager):Rafidah,isn't that your boyfriend outside the school?
ME: HUH? My boyfriend???? and so i thought..(my bf is overseas..how can he be here????)
OM: Your boyfriend ride bike right? Go and see him la..
ME:???????
10 minutes later...
OM: Oh thats not your boyfriend lah. Someone else's boyfriend.
ME: .....................
Lucky i didn't go out the office to check who that was..if not PAISEY
LOL! So funny! It would be a nice surprise though if my hubby drops by...haha.
Sadly on Friday..the canteen's food was all sold out and me and my manager had to buy food at Bedok corner..
PLUS yesterday night there was a Hari Raya gathering for Malay staff.. I was the only admin staff there..the rest were teachers (no pics allowed here..haha! They say they want their privacy) It feels weird though..me being the youngest staff..it's like i have a school of mums and dads. But anyway. they're a wonderful bunch :)
They brought their kids..and my family couldn't come..so i was ALONE.. Well that part sucks.
Anyway..it was a super fun/happy/confusing/pissed/wonderful week
Today will be a busy and tiring day...........
FINALLY I CAN JALAN HARI RAYA WITH MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY!!!
RAYA MOOD: 7/10
:D
Now am happily having breakfast.. prata:)
Okay..that's all folks! Me will post pics A.S.A.P okay?
HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND!!!!
Haha. I just find them icky/slimy.. Perhaps one day, i'll try to get over that so called 'phobia'
I notice that my nails are getting longer... need to cut them. Getting a haircut? Perhaps?.......
Holidays? Errr.. I have totally no idea.. Hope to go swimming soon. :)
Can't wait to jalan raya..LIKE FINALLY!!!!!!
Okay, I'm off to bed. My eyes are partially closed already........
GOODNIGHT~
Hari raya mood: 4.5/10
GODDAMMITTTTT
Pathetically, i've only been to 2 houses.
YES. T-W-O.(on the 1st day)
MAK NAK RAYERRRRRRR!!!!
GOODNIGHT LOVELIES~
I'm so irritated with my super dry hair. Hopefully the new shampoo will show some improvement in a month or so. I'm thinking of cutting my hair..short. But..ummm..i like my hair. It took me some time to grow my hair. Heh. I've been spotting short hair ever since kindergarten.
ME WANT TO GO HOLIDAY~
Nevermind, this year will go nearby.
Hopefully next year I could go visit my cousins at USA ;)
HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAY:)
you got me hypnotized, so mesmerised
I guess most of the time you'd just see my megawatt smile or just a simple smile or laugh. I can't deny that I'm pretty much a cheerful person. I can't help it. I'm just used to being happy.. I don't see why i have to be upset all the time. Yes I'm sad, yes i hurt..but i don't show. I won't. Unless its overwhelming for me. Honey you should know that. You should know how horrible i cry. I look horrible. Pathetic.
I'm happy everyday no matter how pissed or upset i get. Sometimes i sit and ponder.. Why does this have to happen? Why now?
Well like I always tell myself, things happen for a reason. EVERYTHING happens for a reason- regardless of whether you KNOW the reason or NOT. There's still a REASON.
Today, I've been pondering about some stuff...these thoughts just filled my head.
So i wore white for this year's Hari Raya. [ Supposed to be silver/grey] but i didn't manage to collect it cos i forgot/too tired after work. Heh.
But that's okay..This year after 4576980 years of not wearing the same colour, my family finally wore the same colour.
Yes, white.
I WANT TO JALAN HARI RAYA WITH MY FRIENDSSS.
PLEASE BOOK ME A.S.A.P. HAHA
I LOVE AND MISS ALL OF YOU :D
So, on the first day, there was tonnes of good food! This was at my aunts house...YUMMY! :D
SMILE FOR THE CAMERA! :D
ME and my BELOVED COUSIN:) She was consuming some delicious food, thus the face..
Me, Cousin and her hubby:)
Okay...to everyone..have a wonderful HARI RAYA!
And to my dearest hubby, I love and miss you loadsss!! ;)