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A Little Piece Of Heaven - Avenged Sevenfold

Bla bla bla Monday..
Monday, October 6, 2008
7:35 PM
I suppose I'm a cheerful person. No matter how sour things get, you'll still see me smiling. Even after crying so much that my eyes swell, I'll still smile.
I guess most of the time you'd just see my megawatt smile or just a simple smile or laugh. I can't deny that I'm pretty much a cheerful person. I can't help it. I'm just used to being happy.. I don't see why i have to be upset all the time. Yes I'm sad, yes i hurt..but i don't show. I won't. Unless its overwhelming for me. Honey you should know that. You should know how horrible i cry. I look horrible. Pathetic.

I'm happy everyday no matter how pissed or upset i get. Sometimes i sit and ponder.. Why does this have to happen? Why now?

Well like I always tell myself, things happen for a reason. EVERYTHING happens for a reason- regardless of whether you KNOW the reason or NOT. There's still a REASON.
Today, I've been pondering about some stuff...these thoughts just filled my head.



Will you still love me if I lose my arm?
Or what if one day i can't walk anymore?
What if i became blind? Would you still care?
What if suddenly i lost the power of speech? Will you bother talking to me?
What if i got cancer?
What will happen when i grow bald?
What if i die tomorrow?
Would it have made a difference if i died today or 50 years later?
I wonder.


Dear God, the only thing i ask of you
Is to hold him when I'm not around,
When I'm much to far away.