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A Little Piece Of Heaven - Avenged Sevenfold
Don't know what's wrong with me..maybe my body just needs a long break.... I'll be going back to work on Monday..and school's gonna start too. Mum's worried if i were to almost faint again. But I'm trying my best to regain my health. My hands look like chopsticks. I never felt so weak.. But the part where i almost fainted, my sight blackened. I couldn't see a thing. I panic and thought i was going to die. Maybe its time i eat healthier... I guess that's it. I'll still be the same. I want a happy life. =)
Pretty occupied in life now.
Everyday is an adventure.
Got alot of gas..Haha. Damn..what did i eat..
I feel so lethargic..so..sleepy..
SO HUNGRY.
bleargh.....
two do
three words
four you.
All you need is patience.
However if tested to its limits, patience might run out.
I learned a valuable lesson today.
I hope i won't grow up to be a grumpy, complaining parent.
Seriously.
Nagging is of course the usual but i hope i don't grow to be bitter and impatient.
Today i experienced something that I'll never forget.
Part and parcel of life.
Never test my patience.
You wouldn't like the outcome of it at all.
Hati ini tak mungkin terbagi
Sampai nanti bila aku mati
Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau
Atas nama cinta
Kurelakan jalanku merana
Asal engkau akhirnya denganku
Ku bersumpah atas nama cinta
Rossa-Atas Nama Cinta
KR
When you love someone, you have to be willing to let go.
If he's meant to be yours, he'll come back.
Thank you God for giving us a chance.
Long John Silver.
Body 19.
Golden Village cinema.
Red and black.
Bumping helmets.
Coca cola.
Rainy days.
Soaked jeans.
Crazy laughter.
Wiping tears.
Coffee Bean.
Grass phobia.
I can't deny, i still love you.
Maybe one day, we'll meet again.
I really need to take a day off and just sleep. :D
Now is monsoon season...great season to sleep longer
I can't lie to myself.
I feel so empty yet i feel a great sense of happiness.
You are strong but i am stronger.
Theres so much love in me that its possible that im incapable of hatred.
hmm.
I am craving for.....coffee...and i feel like going to......sentosa..
My throat feels abit better but i'm still coughing away..not as bad as yesterday.
The image of Tom Cruise dancing is still in my mind. HAHAHAAHA!
Makes me feel like dancing. LOL!
I WANT TO WATCH MADGASCAR 2!!!!!! heheheh
To all my beloved friends, thank you so much for being there for me.
I love all of you! ;D
Seriously.
I can't stop coughing. Ate the bitter robitussins, doctor's prescribed medication, tonnes of lozenges. Wait, i feel abit giddy. ( I kinda ate the medication not between 4 hours - the robitussins and doc's medication i mean.)
I feel like stuffing a toothbrush in my throat and scrubbing all the stuff away.
I drank loads of water. I mean, ALOT. Really. I went to the toilet 3 times in 30 minutes.
One mug after another, all filled with warm water.
What is wrong with you throat????
ARGH!!!
On another note, Tropic Thunder was SUPERB!! Hahahaha~
And yes, i got a haircut..again. ;)
Never had such little sleep.
My exterior shell has no damage.
My interior is choked.
This all feels like a nightmare.
I just wish i could wake up.
I am strong.
I don't admit defeat.
Doesn't matter how much I cry.
I am waiting for that glimpse of hope.
I want to fight.
But i readily accept.
Perhaps its the course of life God gave me.
But i have the power to change it.
But if I can't, then be it.
I will have to learn all over again-
how to be an individual.
I am strong yet so weak.
Bitterness starts to speak.
Happiness not at its peak.
YOU'RE GONNA MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE.
You can't lie. I know you too well.
Fever, throat infection and runny nose.
Blood in my phlegm.
Terrible body ache.
I don't feel like doing anything.
Never been so sick for a long time.
My body- consuming me inside out.
Very powerful quotes were absorbed in my mind yesterday..thanks to Dr Christopher :D
I'm way behind schedule. Sigh. It's nice to go back early from work just that there's alot to do.
I keep forgetting things cos there's too much on my mind. GRRRRRR
Sometimes, i do feel like I'm being bullied. But, i change my perspective to things..
Sometimes giving is better than receiving.
It's alright if i have to do so much work now. Perhaps one day I'd be giving people to do work for me. HAHA
Life is never fair. And i have volunteered to be a victim many times..
Sometimes i am a problem to myself. But i
Okay, gotta go. lotsa work to do.
And i need to seek more inner peace ;)
Diploma here i come!~ weee~
Chao~
I've never felt better in my own skin.
So today was my diploma preview session. I will register by this week.
So little time so much to do..
I went to Orchard all ALONE to attend my preview session at Starhub Ctr @ Somerset.
Was a nice place. Looking forward to school there =)
Okay..no further elaborations just as yet.
Goodnight!
Anyway, I'm feeling better, like a sunny side up egg :)
Haha. Well, i guess my doubts and uncertainties brought some bitterness to myself and i just miss that someone so much that it became quite a great liability.. Set that aside, I've been eating well, craving food..I am happy just that there's some sort of doubt inside of me that triggers my trail of thoughts.......
Anyway, enough of doubting- I went out with Shila and her bf and his friends to catch REC on Saturday. Great movie (yes i was partially scared and freaked out) but heck, the movie was good. There'll be some sort of remake in English. It's called Quarantine - will be out roughly end of November this year.. REC is slightly similar to Cloverfield.. But slightly better.
Sunday was family day - went out with family to East Coast at 6+. Family rested while I cycled alone at night... Was a nice, relaxing and enjoyable day. Dad was saying- Eh, it's been a long time since we ate at MacDonald's together eh?- HAHA! Of course lah. Sis schooling, me and dad busy working..how to spend time together? Thus we find time on our day off from work..
I'm tired.. Off to bed. Goodnight.
I miss you, I miss us.
KR :)